IM BROKEN

I don't wanna say it

but it's true,

I can't get over you.

As the days keep passing,

I keep asking myself

when...

when will it end...?

Missing you

is like a habit

that I can't brake.

the only thing

is by your love

that I could take.

The season's changing

but this feeling stays the same

when will it end...?

'Cause I'm broken

there, I've said it.

You did it and

I let it happen.

The words were spoken,

I gave up hope

and not just promises

and memories

but look at me

I'm broken

I'm broken...

Uten en HELT som Deg.
Er det ingen Meg.















I know it's been a crazy year of madness and psycho-chaos deluxe 2011.
But the hardest time so far was to not have you with me in the daily chaos of us all.
I can't really imagine a time like that over again,
Through all that, and all that we've been through together after only these two years, soon.
Don't you remember the good times we had?
The crazy kinky moments?
All the things we talked about.
The feelings that we shared.
Do you accually sometimes think of that?
What's you're favorite moment we had together?
Do you dare to share?

I can't loose you again,
You are my hero, my friend, my secret crush,
and my favourite of all in bed.
Or was that too much to say?

I know it's also been a bumpy year
with only you and me..
But you never gave up, you never did let me go, or thought of me as a lost cause.
I love you for that <3
So I would give you my everything,
You know.. Without you,
I have no-one,
No one can ever reach up and inside me like the way you do.

You're my hero,
and this creature of mystic,
I, Bamsen Din,
can't cope to loose my hero.
The one that always is there,
The last time of 2month torture-heartbroken-gray time was the first time,
and back then I really didn't dare to hope of us beeing us again,
But, then we did, and it was colours again.
You know, that without you.
I don't see anything but gray and coldness,
and endless downhill road that I can't handle over again,
but this time for a longer time. No. I think then,
a totally black blackout would be better,
So still, a little part of me is screaming
silent inside, please don't let go,

Not after all this,
You know.
I can't handle it one more time.
It's one time too many if it turns
out too be the choice you make.

And then what can I do?
I can't do nothing if I loose you.
A part of me is always You...
Now,
the waiting is the hardest part
for the moment to acctually do.
I cry,
it tears me up,
I know you don't believe me,
but it's the facts, the really truth.

Without You, there is no Me.